You say No but it feels like a second choice
Not just what you do but how you do it
Not what you say but how you say it
I wish you had a mirror and saw the difference
Taking roots and turning them into branches
But it’s alright because today it’s over
I have shut out all things that make me
Feel like I need to be the one
No more cringes when your message tone rings
Yes, all seven times at night
No more sad faces when I see you walking together as I stay behind
Making not so interesting conversation with people
Finding things to look at with pretentious interest
No more sharp pains in my heart
When I remember the day you held her like you do me in my presence
No more annoyance when I hear no ‘I love you too’ after a phone call
This only means she’s around
No more turning away so that the hurt in the eyes is not seen
When a hug is given long and hard
When a phrase that gets people knowing exactly how much she means to you is said
No more fake smiles when I get home to find her there
Then I discover you were too caught up to answer my message
No more, indifference
IT’S OVER.
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